Posts in Hembleciya
AN INSATIABLE MAW

I'm always pressing to charge up the next hill, always anxious to pursue the next accomplishment on the horizon.  The drive to do this is so severe that whatever came before it is null and void.  No matter what chain of success I'm able to build, it makes no difference in my self-image.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
A NEW APPRECIATION FOR FAITH

I consistently maligned faith during my stint as an Atheist, but was terribly confused and ultimately mistaken during that season of my life.  It wasn't that I drew the wrong conclusion; more that I never really understood what faith really is.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
INNER CONTENTMENT

When it comes to spiritual pursuits and their focus on growth and personal betterment, it's easy to become transfixed on the things that need changing.  When I do this, I can easily become overwhelmed by everything I am not.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
THE VANISHING POINT

As the spiritual path moves outward toward the horizon, it narrows into nothingness upon the vanishing point.  As I walk, I find the landscape darkens to the right, brightens to the left, and the road itself narrow...

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
THE LIVING EARTH

Today I heard the Earth speak on behalf of us all, and I realized the way I see the Earth, the way I hold it in my mind, changes it.  The same is true of people, of life, of destiny.  I might see myself as an isolated photon of self-interest, but the Earth does not.  We are all in this together.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
STITCHED TOGETHER

Perhaps I am at the mercy of my personal life experiences, but everywhere I turn I see incomplete people who need each other.  No one's self-sufficient or fulfilled in isolation.  More likely, we are threads in a tapestry. 

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
DEEP IN THE FORGE

Life just seems to get grittier all the time.  The economy is in the toilet, the Middle East is either in the midst of a democratic revolution or an extremist uprising, and people have personal demons emerging like Krakatoa from the serene seas of their minds.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
Q&A

This is my first conversation with God since discontinuing my meditative practices.  I am fully conscious and grounded in reality.  God beckoned me to submit them, and I did.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
NO DIFFERENCE

I keep deluding myself, wishing this world is something other than itself.  I carry my cross, girded up with false hopes and promises that things will change - a fool's hope that some force much greater than this world or the flawed race in charge of its stewardship will swoop in and imbue it with sanity and conscience - but suspect deep down no such force will do any such thing. 

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MY DEEPEST ME

In the end, transformation isn't something to boast about.  It's something to stand in, to embody, and this leaves no room for weighing or measuring.  It's simply about being your true self and realizing that this was always both the means and the end.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall
RESISTING NINEVAH

Just as I wrote almost a year ago, I am Jonah, running from my Nineveh.  I run with the blind stupor of hopelessness, experiencing many moments when I feel either the world cannot change, I do not want it to change, or both.

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HembleciyaBrian Hall